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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Just when you think I'll zig, I zagged. Thats just how I roll, baby.
Hello everyone!
I know its been a long time since I've posted anything substantial but... I'm going to take a moment and be honest. I'm not talking about "yes, you do look fat" honesty but the honesty of a person who puts her defenses down and tells you what's really going on inside the great wall. Lately, I haven't been myself. I can't quite put my finger on it but there's something amiss. Usually as I go through life, I find myself writing in my head - sometimes journal entries, sometimes interesting things or projects to share, sometimes paragraphs to an unknown story - all of which helped inspire this blog. It was a way for me to sort through the thoughts in my head and make into coherent sentences the mumbles my lips couldn't form and brain couldn't fully comprehend at the time. However, lately I've been out of sorts. And while there have been a lot going on, nothing enough to motivate me to my laptop, log onto blogger and share whats going on - not even a whimsical picture of a celebrity in an age-inappropriate dress.
Life is good - school is finally done, home life is going well and work is stressful and unfulfilling - nothing new. But still, something inside is not right, like a pebble stuck in a shoe - ignorable and still highly functional but not to the best of your abilities. I feel... tired, defeated, overwhelmed, underwhelmed and... I don't know. And thats part of the problem. Unable to pinpoint the block in my way and unwilling to take the necessary time to figure it out, I had no motivation to write. And the fact that it seemed like no one really visited my blog didn't really help either. So with nothing to get me going, the blog went ignored, buried away and labeled under things I used to do.
But its time for a change. Afterall, you can only pull the "I've fallen and I can't get up" excuse for so long and I'm tired of being down - its crimping my style. I'm back - or I'm trying to get there. I'm going to try to post more - regardless of whether anyone's actually out there to hear - I'm going to do this for me. I need an outlet for the madness that goes inside my head. So if you're here, great but if not, its not great but its ok. But I hope you'll stay... and leave a comment here and there... and everywhere.
Man, this was a rough post - I'm definitely rusty in the writing department. Sentence construction required a lot more elbow grease than I remembered. Eloquence is something to work for, I suppose. Its good to have a goal.
I know its been a long time since I've posted anything substantial but... I'm going to take a moment and be honest. I'm not talking about "yes, you do look fat" honesty but the honesty of a person who puts her defenses down and tells you what's really going on inside the great wall. Lately, I haven't been myself. I can't quite put my finger on it but there's something amiss. Usually as I go through life, I find myself writing in my head - sometimes journal entries, sometimes interesting things or projects to share, sometimes paragraphs to an unknown story - all of which helped inspire this blog. It was a way for me to sort through the thoughts in my head and make into coherent sentences the mumbles my lips couldn't form and brain couldn't fully comprehend at the time. However, lately I've been out of sorts. And while there have been a lot going on, nothing enough to motivate me to my laptop, log onto blogger and share whats going on - not even a whimsical picture of a celebrity in an age-inappropriate dress.
Life is good - school is finally done, home life is going well and work is stressful and unfulfilling - nothing new. But still, something inside is not right, like a pebble stuck in a shoe - ignorable and still highly functional but not to the best of your abilities. I feel... tired, defeated, overwhelmed, underwhelmed and... I don't know. And thats part of the problem. Unable to pinpoint the block in my way and unwilling to take the necessary time to figure it out, I had no motivation to write. And the fact that it seemed like no one really visited my blog didn't really help either. So with nothing to get me going, the blog went ignored, buried away and labeled under things I used to do.
But its time for a change. Afterall, you can only pull the "I've fallen and I can't get up" excuse for so long and I'm tired of being down - its crimping my style. I'm back - or I'm trying to get there. I'm going to try to post more - regardless of whether anyone's actually out there to hear - I'm going to do this for me. I need an outlet for the madness that goes inside my head. So if you're here, great but if not, its not great but its ok. But I hope you'll stay... and leave a comment here and there... and everywhere.
Man, this was a rough post - I'm definitely rusty in the writing department. Sentence construction required a lot more elbow grease than I remembered. Eloquence is something to work for, I suppose. Its good to have a goal.
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